Sunday, 13 January 2013

A Good Day

January can be grey, wet, cold, miserable, grumpy... Am not sure my, hey, global readers in The Seychelles, US, Canada, etc, will necessarily agree; but it's certainly been too often all of that in this part of the world. However, today.. today was something special. I do hope this brings a taste of pure sunny joy.

So. Marie had booked herself onto a course on the art and business of soap-making - one of many by-products, we hope, of our notquiteyet goats. As if that wasn't exciting enough, this also happened to be in Clovelly, just across the border in Devon, home of the acclaimed herring festival. Which seemed a particularly excellent reason to transport her thither, and then to see what I could see in that splendid village.

It being a Sunday, and feeling in need of a little spiritual sustenance and of tolerant mind, I tootled down to the exquisite Norman church, next to the delightful walled gardens, high above the village and sea. No service there today, but that was all good, as the sun pouring through the trees onto the ancient gravestones was more than enough solace, peace and light.



And then down, down a new-found secret villagers' path..




..to this morning view, empty, full:



And then to this view, from the harbour wall, looking back on this perfect village - beautiful yet real, aged fishermen gruffling (gruffly chatting) over coffee on their aged balconies.




And people rowing! Ach, what a morning for it. 



As I gazed out from the wall over the bay, I noticed that I was standing under a large cage to house a beacon; and this 1882 plaque on its pillar powering home the changing state of the sea, of life, and of these 6 oar gig boats, whose ancestors might well have been involved in rescuing this and many other wrecks round these shores.



As I mused my slow morning muse, a pirate appeared. Long white hair, large golden earring, well weathered face, few black teeth. Good to feel the sun on your face, I said. Aye, he said, but I can't feel it. He'd been in the Caribbean for 30 years, sailing and then working on boats. Recession hit, he came back home, and told me here's the best place in the world. Not so much gun-running, people trafficking, drug fuelled madness this side of the sea; and even more beautiful. Lovely bloke.



We watched the Clovelly Crew come ashore, and then we parted - he to the beach, and me, me to my Crew! Yes, I was off, finally, after months and decades of waiting, to row a gig myself. One of the Boscastle boats was being moved to Tamar Lake, a reservoir near Kilkhampton; so a breathy clamber up the hill, a windy drive past a remarkable random procession of 40 odd tractors, and a fortifying pasty later, there was I rowing in a gig!

It's been 12 years since I rowed a slidey seat eight on the Thames, and I felt it. No muscles, no reach, no calloused grip. The crew moved quicker and leaned further back than I was used to; and I twice broke my pins, not because I was pulling too hard, but because they stopped me catching deep 'crabs'... But it was great - a very welcoming bunch, and hugely exciting prospects - maybe not of famous, or any, victories, but nevertheless of competing in the World Championships, haha, in the Scillies in May. Can't wait! And the more local prospect of evening summer rows round to Port Isaac, past dolphins, to hear the Fishermen's Friends play on the beach, and then back under full moon and beer. It really happens! At least that's what they told me, in almost the same breath as details of circuit training..

No photos of the rowing - another time, no doubt. Thankfully it was a relatively short outing - my lungs and blisters couldn't take much more, and it was the first row of the season for everyone. And thankfully, also, because it gave me some more hours to kill to explore this part of the coast.

The first week we moved to Trelay, I went with some others to hear Satish Kumar talk at Boscastle. He's an extraordinary bloke. Editor of the environmental / arty / brilliant Resurgence magazine and author of some beautiful spiritual books; Jain monk turned fully engaged world activist; pilgrim extraordinaire (in 1963, inspired by the imprisonment of the philosopher Bertrand Russell for campaiging against nuclear weapons, he and a friend walked from their home in India, through Pakistan, to Moscow, Paris and London to present 'peace tea' to each country's premier. They carried no money, relying purely on the goodwill of people they met. They obviously couldn't walk to Washington, the final nuclear capital of the time; but the aged Russell, by now released and clearly moved, persuaded them to accept tickets on the Queen Mary! The day they boarded, they heard JFK had been shot; these 25 year olds had received a letter of invitation from him, and gave their last tea to Johnson instead. What a story to hear in a Cornish village hall..) Anyway, he is also long-time resident of the village of Hartland, near Clovelly, and founder of its 'Small School', also a remarkable ongoing achievement.

Well, my little pilgrimage to Hartland village didn't bring me to him or the school, too small to spot; but did, predictably, propel me on to the sea. I ignored signs for the lighthouse and Hartland Point, from where the south west swings down due south for a bit; rather to Hartland Quay, its quay long since battered away by endless more great gales and waves. 

Today, as said, was a different kind of day; and the waves I saw were spectacular yet gentle. Straight out of the van in the car park to take this, looking south:



And this looking, well, out:



And then this, just round the corner, looking back in to the cliffs. Having considered the sea's power to batter away a quay, think of the earth's forces to create this: sediments of rock twisted and pushed almost vertical!



And another wonder of geology and the heart - Lundy island, 12 miles yonder.



Normally I might scorn at this tack; but on a day like today, I delighted in this lost hat for both the scale it gives to that slab of granite behind, and simply its sequinned shiny splendour itself. Truly blissed out!



And not only this, but a pub; and not only any old Hart, Lion or Horseshoe, but The Wreckers Retreat!! Again, sunny balm feels a long way from Jamaica Inn today, but this was also their dark dark coast...



Feeling light with a dram of Dartmoor Legend.



Good beer garden.



And then back, up, away...



...the view from the ruin of the watchtower, of Lundy and any terrible wreckers.



In case you're worried this blog has degenerated / evolved into some sickly guidebook of the WSW, fear not, no. This is very much about community living at Trelay. For, having picked up Marie, smelling of a delicious concoction of essential oils and cleanliness, we travelled back home, to be met by this:



Lots of other Trelayers had gone south a little to Trebarwith Strand, home of vast sand at low tide, smugglers' caves, infinite rockpools, and zero sewage pipes. Ideal place to get two buckets of mussels. (Not entirely sure why smugglers caves are relevant, just like mentioning it cos I'm a boy). Two buckets! We often eat well here because we're blessed with loads of great cooks, some lack of distracting alternate nightlife nearby, great bursts of communal energy, and food we grow and rear ourselves; and increasing our awareness (obvious though it may seem) that we can sustainbly forage from the sea as well as the land! Seaweed's great compost, and those mussels were way better than anything I've been fleeced for in Paris. And I got to experience the satisfaction of developing my beard ripping technique (removal of the mussels' rock clinging muscles, not my silly beast).

We're a long way from being self-sufficient, but at least we're aiming towards it. Check it: free Trebarwith mussels, free Trelay chard, free Trelay spuds and onions and herbs; plus some Cornish cream... Almost free homemade bread from a huge shared sack. Oh, and a dash of wine for the dauphinoise and the glass - very cheap English from the BWOC garage up the road. Love it. It's not always like this, and wouldn't want it to be - sometimes it's grey, cold gruel like the elements. And sometimes it's expensive convenient rubbish. But you've got to love it when it is :)


So what did I do after this hefty feast? Put on an ultra wobbly horse head to prevent me seeing, and most enthusiastically pogo stick (vi), dangerously close to small innocent bystanders.


No, not just the effects of cheap English wine, but because it was deemed to be wassail night! Ably led by Roger 'Baldric Morris' we danced and shouted and screamed and sang around our most pathetic apple tree, surely terrifying away any bad spirits and invigorating it to great new growth.




 

All rounded off by Ritual Sharing Of The Cider, excellently exemplified by Margot, our lovely newest member. (Cadno, our other lovely newest member, is captured several photos back strumming the hippy guitar; his hands also had strong involvement in mussel gathering and cooking, and all the fun of the fair).


On this happy note, I will end this disjointed ramble through the day. Other than to hope all this sheds some joined up joy in other days of cold and grey.





Saturday, 12 January 2013

Angel of death

Each cold morn she's checked
Our flock soaked, wretched, ailing
Newly loved. Each eve.

Waiting for a gun,

My lady bore her a friend.
Heart and back now broke.














Sunday, 6 January 2013

Cleaning & Tidying

Anyone who knows me will know that cleaning and tidying don't come naturally. To say the least. I was the (girlfriendless) student who accumulated coffee cups brimming with mould under his sheetless bed; the office cad who's not once, not twice, but thrice permanently bananafied (in sight and stench) desk drawers by being oblivious to once-yellow, once-curved, rotting once-things. Living on a narrow narrowboat made me relatively shipshape, but only relatively. Eight years co-habitation with my lovely lady, to whom C&T-ing are natural friends, again has only wrought very small improvements; much more, has imbued her with ever greater tolerance. So, I can't quite believe that I'm spending part of a Sunday afternoon (when it's not even raining) writing on this terrible subject.

I do however think it's a sufficiently important topic to spill some minutiae of fingertips over; and have to trust that the fact you're lingering in this murky place means either you happen to be a fan of the subject, or are intrigued by what the sea air can do to skanky wretches like me, or are really far too bored and need to do some starjumps.

I won't go on, for however hard I try, it is mighty dull. And you might be pleased to read I have no photos this time - wanting to spare you any before & after grossness, as well as being genuinely too involved in the subject to hand to think of it. Suffice to say that Ash, Marie, Clare, our wonderfully spirited working volunteer Tor, and, to a lesser extent, sickly I, have been spending much of our weekend, yes, cleaning and tidying: the communal kitchen, living room, pantry, and toilet/shower in our wonderful old farmhouse, and in our newly re-done games room and office building.

It came from a mixture of impulses: individuals' strong desire, nay need, to share spaces that are clean and tidy, or not to use them at all; from the infectious, powerful energy of a group; and, more consciously, from a recent meeting about our vision for the next year, where there was a strong common thrust that we must invest lots of energy and time, individually and collectively, tidying up the place - not only for our own sakes as residents, but also so that we don't put off people who visit as holidaymakers, volunteers or potential residents who could bring great energy, skills, knowledge, revenue, investment and so on, and who love the location, animals, ethos, vision, etc, but who might be put off by piles of rubble or offcuts dotted about, the cluttered kitchen, the muddy floors, and any implied lack of care and love it might suggest; or indeed people who, in the future, might come here to buy from our dream shop, or participate in our dream courses and retreats.

Now, I know that everyone who lives here does care about and love the place deeply; and that we care about and love our neighbours and friends. And I know that it's a lot to manage - communal spaces and facilities, 30 acres of fields and woodland, loads of building and development projects - whilst juggling jobs and commitments, accounts and emails and campaigns and people stuff and everything, and dealing with the normal illnesses and stresses of life. So cleaning and tidying often get forgotten or ignored as unimportant. I know also that the community has achieved huge amounts in its short existence, especially having inherited vast amounts of junk and chaos. It also seems to me that, like so many other facets of humanity, we're all on a broad spectrum - of dirt & mess awareness, and associated drive to clean & tidy - and that however much some of us say we will try to improve things, we then lose focus or forget.

That all said, the blindness to, or acceptance of, D&M enjoyed by myself and others at the lower end of the spectrum must not be at the expense of others in the community, or indeed to the wider strategic wellbeing of the organisation! Which is why it was - gulp, can I say it? yes! - fantastic to scrub toilets and rip up old carpet and install boot racks and paint floors and walls and scrub some more for hours. I congratulate and applaud others who have done it almost all weekend; and I'm really happy that we are committed not only to clearing up our own mess in a spirit of 'leave no trace' and to performing our rotas diligently, but also to spending time collectively tackling older piles of stuff and half-finished projects, and making the site even more beautiful! I also really enjoyed it: drinking coffee, eating cake, listening to terrible Mr Motivator Muzik, and working happily alongside friends and neighbours.

And that said, I really need to go outside now and get some more healing sea air.. And then keep at it.

Tuesday, 1 January 2013

Christmas at Trelay


I want to try and capture something of the season before tomorrow's return to work extinguishes all trace!

It's been a great time, a lovely mix of doing things with everyone in the community, with some, and with none: which to my mind is just right. I'm really still too full to my bones to write much, but here's a load of photos showing some communal festive stuff, mixed with our own little random bits, starting with:


..no, not drunken ill collapse, rather pre-Christmas treat..
New boring toilet seat to replace the garish bucket and
space predecessor. Woop woop.  Awkward angles

A favourite spot on Dartmoor, near Tavistock. Thought
I'd get some vaguely religious reason for the season
thing in, even if wrong season..


Lots of feasts going on of course. Another Trelay cockerel I believe..

Mixed reactions!

One day it was sunny! Wouldn't you love to stay in that?..
On the way to the woods...

...to gather and drag back foliage...


...to deck the hall with boughs of holly, tra la la la la...


...la la la la.


Annnnnd relax.

Mini trees waiting to be brought into the farmhouse, supervised by hens..

..and now by Roger, Sue still toiling


One of several silly evenings chez les boyz

And a mellow evening round ours, Marie and Captain
both appreciating the newly installed burner. Woop #2


Marie's sister (the badger), and mum (yellow queen) for first
Chrimbo feast

Badgr grr, aharrrrr, onky onk


Great community homemade Secret Santa. 
I definitely lucked out with my Santa...


Sherry cheri?


Sue's jolly earrings

And Jackie's jolly outfit! Natural born raver


Some of James' exquisite concoctions


And Clare's uber trout blini thingis. Yeah, we do live well here :)


Get in there. All of us were at this feast on the 23rd before some
headed off for varying whiles


Trelay gammon, sausages, cock, veg. Not sure about the nuts..
Deeeelicious


Marie and Emily on Crackington Beach (see the cliff?)
 - Christmas Eve

And looking back inland, to the Coombe Barton pub


Darts inside


..and food competitions back at Clare's

..where there were also festive creations..


..and even festive bed constructions. Crazy times :)


Some very traditional pressies

..and one not so much!
Very happy about my home-made wine kit too :)
Crooklets beach, Bude, Christmas morn. The paper reckoned 600 came.
Hope local vicars recognised this new (old?) way of celebrating
the awesome, vast,  purifying, smallifying, exhilirating, communing...



Not everyone swam..


..but some did! Last ones out :)


Thanks to Santa for the warm-up star jumps, and festive chittering bites

Then back to the cabin with a good appetite for Mariegold's
remarkable roast pheasant and all the trimmings. Deeeelicious!

And a wee while after, a check up on the other pigs

Piglets' first Christmas veg?




But you can't beat Maggie Mum's milk

Although they're pretty partial to muddy boots
Boxing Day walk - wild enough to blow out some cobwebs!


Above Crackington


A very wet troll


Amazing cake,  made by Jackie and many decorators


New games..

Check out Big Olly's remodelling of an ancient circular saw, as well as a
strange new side to Marie..

..attacking Li'l Ollie's secret santa target which seemed to go down well


And that's all folks! All sorts of other hedgelaying and other farmy activities, but that's for another day.. And good to remember that my current job, whilst a long way from all this in windy roads and office furniture, helped happily house a repossessed family on Christmas Eve. Woop to that too. 

Thank you to all friends and family at Trelay, and friends and family visited beyond these hedges, for a lovely spoilt time over a very cool yule